And now for a moment of self-affirmation as dictated by Gia Gunn

I am so done with being mistreated. I am so done with the petty bullshit. This is not to badmouth anyone. I am simply talking about people in general that don’t give respect for what we do as people. I have learned to love myself. I have learned to create my own empire. I am so fortunate to be living, learning, each and every single day. And I only wish to continue doing that but at my own pace and on my own terms. I today had a rough morning here. There’s a lot of things going on. There’s a lot of moving parts. And I am just really not here for it. And I just can’t wait to get all of this done. It’s so stressful trying to put together looks. Trying to be perfect. And this Live is really to show you guys that in life there’s come a point where you have to do things for yourself that make you happy and stop trying to please others. I’m so thankful for all my fans. I’m so thankful for all my supporters, my family, et cetera. But at the end of the day I personally am not going to be doing things for other people anymore. I need to start doing things for myself. Girl, can you fucking hear this heater in my room right now? She is so loud. This hotel that I’m staying at, that they put us in, is not the one. I’ve called down five times asking for things like a steamer, asking for like a working heater so I can get a good night’s rest. Meanwhile I’ve only gotten like three hours a night of sleep. Because I’ve been so focused on trying to be perfect. So focused on being the best dressed. So focused on just having the best hair and honestly? like I am the best me each and every single day. So I just really hope that you guys out there are living your lives for you and that are doing things that make you happy because in this lifetime we only have ourselves. And I really aspire to create a bigger empire than what I already have so I can give back to those that have gave back to me. And as you guys saw I was very verbal on Twitter because I feel a certain way about certain things, and I just want you guys to know that those are my own feelings. That has no influence on anybody else. But I’m tired of having to bite the bullet about things that honestly are disrespectful and things that are just not right. I’m here to let people know I do have something to say. And with that being said, I thank all of you that have supported me on my journey since Day One. This, this whole experience is so different for me now. Honestly I have no control over anything, I can only try to be the best me. But when you try to be the best you, and people still mistreat you, that’s when you really start to learn. That’s when you really start to realize your self worth. I in 2019 will start - plan to start - doing things that I know that only fulfill me and make me feel like what I’m worth. No I’m not the baddest bitch on the earth. No I’m not the most famous. No I don’t have the most followers. But at the end of the day none of that shit for me really matters anymore. I really don’t care about followers. I don’t care about numbers. I don’t care about YouTube videos. I really just care about achieving happiness and good energy. But yeah like I have a life to live, you know? And I’m just not sure that like being caught up in like all of the in-between is really worth it. I’m so like ready for more. And this next year I just want you guys to know there’s a lot coming from me. And there’s more. And more and more.